Waiting

This isn't going to be a long one. We are all very tired and Alana is bouncing between being upset and mad and being quiet. This morning after she was admitted we found out some steps to tomorrow's procedure that we were unaware of therefor unable to prepare her for. In addition the steps are invasive and some of the things she is most afraid of. She can handle labs, she can handle going into the OR wide awake and keep a brave face but these things instantly cause tears and frustration. It's going to be an extremely long night and day tomorrow, more so than we originally thought. She goes to the OR at 1 tomorrow god willing everything goes well tonight and tomorrow morning. I'll update more when I know more. Thanks immensely for all the extra love sent her way from everyone who's taken the time to do so.