“My sense is that if this is an immunological mediated disorder, it originates at the level of the TLR system or is closely related to this. As such, she has trouble sensing and dealing with danger signals that she encounters through her mucosal systems (GI and lungs)…”
“Now, how to make this less fantasy and more fact will be very challenging.”
Those two quotes came from Dr. Bleesing, the immunologist that we saw in Cinci, and were sent in a letter to Dr. Demain, Alana’s immunologist here, and myself. That’s what it boiled down to from their best guesses and from the tests that they ran. What they were telling us is that while Alana clearly has a disease or syndrome, it’s not one that they can diagnosis right now. “As medicine catches up with her then we can try again to come up with a diagnosis and treatment plan.” In the meantime, we’d have to just figure out how to treat each system and symptom when problems arise within or with them with what we could.
I try to remember that everything that we rule out is something that does make a difference; it’s something that we didn’t know beforehand even though it feels like it was for naught. What makes it that much harder is as we’ve taken this journey each thing ruled out moved us farther down the list of things that are known, things that generally have some type of protocol or treatment. Each time we knock one of them off the list it adds something stranger and more complex. What we ended up getting in the form of a diagnosis, and this was mainly for insurance paperwork, was:
1. Chronic Lung disease SECONDARY to immune dysregulation.
2. Interstitial lung disease syndrome.
3. (Already diagnosed) Eosinophilic gastroenteritis.
The thought was, from all of her doctors, that what is going on with her lungs, the fevers, the eye pain, the whole shebang is being caused by her immune system not knowing how to shut itself off. In layman’s terms-- her immune system does not catch colds or bugs any more than other children but what her immune system does with it is the problem. A cold that will cost Shaylin 3 days of misery with a cough and a day or so of fever will cause Alana’s immune system to think that’s it’s under attack 10 fold. It takes her 4-9 weeks to get over a cold but by that time her body has been so weakened that NOW she’s unable to fight off what’s going on inside her and we just keep going and going.
They did recommend things like not taking her out during the peak of flu season, keeping her away from stores around Christmas time when there are a lot of people out, being notified of outbreaks at Noelani and Shaylins schools and keeping her away from places like Chuckie Cheese always. Keeping her O2 at night and when needed would help her sleep better and maybe make it through illnesses faster. They did talk about doing some different drugs with her but we opted not to as some of the side effects presented as many problems as what was going to be eased.
I’d like to say that I was just content with what they told us, that this wasn’t so much an undiagnosed case but an unknown case, but of course I was not. There were certain things that they put into place for when she did get very sick again and those included using O2 regularly, having special labs drawn to measure the levels of things like interleukins and cytokynes, and putting her in the hospital when the fevers had reached the 3 day mark instead of the 10 day mark. All of these things where suppose to offer their own brand of relief so to speak and they did help to some degree, I just wanted more of a fix, more of a clear protocol to help her.
I just ended up making myself crazy, that I can tell you now. As the summer moved forward Alana was a lot sicker then she’d ever been before. The cough was so bad that she would barely be able to speak a sentence without having to pause and catch her breath. On top of that the fatigue that had been plaguing her was getting worse; she was requiring 2-3 naps a day and still seemed tired after that. By this point we are going into Dr. McArthur almost weekly trying to find something to help her. She was having so many ear infections, fevers, diarrhea, coughing fits, muscle pain, poor eating and drinking episodes, and was just miserable. Nothing ended up making this any better besides upping her O2 when the cough was very acute and doubling Motrin and Tylenol without missing a dose.
August rolls around and it’s to the point that we think she’s going to be admitted soon with how sick she’s been. One day she’d be bouncing around and playing but the next she’d be laying on the couch crying and not eating because something hurts or she’s coughing so badly when she moves that she has no energy. Nothing can make those days better and looking back on last summer it is so very apparent that she was in the best shape of 2008 when we were in Cincinnati for testing. No, it wasn’t being away from home as much as it was true to Alana’s course she had had 2 major flair ups a couple of months before we went there and then again so close to our trip that we were almost not able to make it there.
She does end up making it a bit longer then I’d anticipated though. It was one of those times that in hindsight, I should not have waited till she was as sick as she was to take her in. I did though and by October the inevitable came, she was admitted after 4 days of 103+ fever, weight loss of 6%, and being so lethargic that when they placed the IV she just let them. Don’t cry, just breathe.
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